Thursday, September 09, 2004

AGAIN, GOODBYE

Because it was all a lie and he has left me in shitty financialposition. Who'd have thought that it was never real for him after what he showed me?

I've said goodbye to the ring already. I'm saying goodbye to these as well.

D first tym I saw u,I was already sure dat ur d girl I wanna grow old wd,let me assure u dat my luv 4 u will never age 4 it will remain as young as d day we met

U have d most perfect smile,ur kiss makes me scream ur name,ur warmth is overpowering,n I am so fortunate 2 always b on d receiving end of all these...I luv u
17-July-2004

You will not have any bad dreams...for I will b in all of them just to make sure you sleep soundly...

Shhhhhhhh...go back 2 sleep...ill c u in your dreams my love...

...don't b sorry for being a bitch...as long as you r my bitch, mine alone and mine to keep...I love you more...

I regret allowing you to leave the comfort of my embrace, regretting the fact that you r far from my kiss and away from my warmth

...hope this will help...I love you then,I love you now...and I will not stop loving you
18-July-2004

U don't have 2 b love, just as long as ur imperfections are exclusively for me to accept n love, not wd any1 else to ponder on

I will never leave you
30-July-2004

...will you marry me before I leave?

I want us to be formally engaged even if we can't marry each other yet, so I guess the next question would be................................

Miss jael ingrid lacuesta espino...will you marry me?...

can't wait to ask u. Think about it 2nyt love if u r sure 2 spend your whole life wd me, thru thick n thin, 4 better or worse, if ur not sure, don't force urself to.

I luv u, leaving dis relationship is nt an option 4 me, being engaged 2 u b4 I leave will prove 2 u dat my love is real,unconditional n an assurance 2 u of my luv

If ull have me, u hav 2 make sure dat Ill b ur highest branch n dat ull never regret leaving ur other branches in life, that u will b mine in body, mind n spirit
31-July-2004

I love you, that is all that matters...
6-Aug-2004

Love,I know its hard as of d moment, but pure love really hurts, n its better 2 b sad knowing that we love each other than 2 b happy n not feel loved...I love you jael
10-Aug-2004

I love you jael,more than anything else in this world, I l0ve you more than love itself...I l0ve you,I l0ve you I love you I love you I love you I love you
11-Aug-2004

...I still love you
20-Aug-2004


Who'd have thought that he would have his bestfriend be the one to break up with me? That until now I don't know why we broke up and still no word from him. I gravitate and choose the wrong men but this one, THIS ONE takes the cake. To think that we used to have so many arguments about how shitty I'd been treated by guys when he screwed me over WORSE than all of them put together. God, strike three for this year. How much more do I need to suffer?

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